I've tried to get drunk at night and listen to endless songs
Aren't you? I thought you were the one who closed your eyes all night
我才知道自己根本放不下 自己一个人慢慢熬 无法形容我的伤心只是不开心
I just know that I can't let go at all. I can't describe my sadness, but I'm not happy
At a certain moment, I really want to see you
I know I'll cry, I can lose sleep, I can break down, I can continue to wait
But I also know I can't just send you a message
But I really can't live without you
I'd like to tell you how painful my experience is and how sad I feel.
It's none of your business. You're still reluctant to give up even if you toss yourself black and blue
It's all because I didn't leave a way for myself when I love you. Up to now, I still love you.